1 November, Omogsh!! Its Already November O.O

OMGOSH!! Today is the starting of November O.O The months past by so fast... This month is my dance exam O.O!!! I gonna have my first exam this Tuesday. So I am not going to school this Tuesday. My sis got sick on the starting on November (today) x) So another thing about November is that school will end soon!!! Then I don't really have wake up so early xD But in SMKSH, I wake up at like 6.30 a.m. and go to school at 7.00 a.m. while Calvary (the school I am in now), I wake up like at 8.30 a.m. and go to school at 8.30 a.m. But it still so tiring.... So today I went to church and I don't have any Sunday school until next year x) I wonder who will be our class teacher next year and will I be in the same class with Ian and Vanessa O.O I hope so... Then went to eat lunch and then we went back home. I also cleaned Chuckles cage today. Today 1st of November was a very heavy rain.... This November is my mom and Yee Ma (aunty in Penang) months birthday =D Thinking of what I will get for my mom.... Oh well I will think of it later ^^ Tomorrow I will be getting my LA marks O.O I hope I pass because I am not sure if I did well.... I also hope that Beyonce don't cancel her concert. They say the if the concert is not cancelled, the concert will be around November. Anyway November seem to be a nice month x) That's all for today =D

Yesterday 31 October, SKBD Family Day ^^

Yesterday I had loads of fun =D I went to SKBD Carnival and I get to see all my friends again because we are not in the same school anymore =\ Oh I miss them so much. Rachel asked me to go to SKBD like at 8.30 a.m. (too early Rachel >=[ ). But I didn't really reach there at 8.30 a.m. and she didn't also but she was at her Grandma place so it will take like 45 seconds to get there O.O I came reached there about 8.50 a.m.?? Around there. Then I went to look for Rachel and found her and not just only her ''Vern, Lynn, Dymitrah, Andrea, Nadira, Ian and Emir'' x)

Then we went to look for food because we were hungry! Well... Rachel was more hungry because she didn't take breakfast and I took a potato bread. But I was hungry because the potato bread is the size of a small notebook. We bought food with our coupons. Then we saw our old teachers xD We said hi to them.Then I went to sell my AAR tickets to someone. I went to asked many people but they all said they are busy and some didn't want.....Then Shahirah arrived. I ran to her and asked if she want it. Then she said she want it!! I was so relieved!! Then she asked when is it and I told her tonight. But then she said she cannot O.O!!! She said she and her family got Friday prayed tonight. But then I was like'' Friday?!?! Today isn't Friday... Its SATURDAY!!!'' Then she said she could go and she was willing to pay RM40 for the 2 tickets!!! AND IT WAS SOLD!!! I was so happy that I ran to some random people and shouted '' I sold AAR tickets!!!''. lol I was crazy =S

Then Pearly arrived and I went to hang out with her. I bought the string spray cans to spray people x) Pearly bought it to defend herself =.= Then went to Haunted house with Pearly and Danial. I went in and I fell down some where because it was dark. I also bang my nose into something (ouch!). And one guy suddenly pulled me some where and I was like ''Pearly?? Danial??Who is pulling me?!?!''. I was screaming so much because I thought some dude was gonna kidnap me O.O But then he lead me out to the door O.o?? It was one of the people are doing the haunted house thing. Then Pearly came out and she got sprayed by the people in there xD Who ask her to go beat the people in there and go and get sprayed. Danial got out and I know he screamed a lot x) Then Kim was coming and me and Pearly planed to spray at her. Waited for her and she arrived. We ran to her sprayed her XD!! SUCCESS!!! LOL! Then we did other stuff la. Then Pearly went to KDU to see Joaana. Me and Kim went to hang out.

Then we saw Rachel and Vern and we went with them. We other all kind of stuff. Then Vern had to go back and we said Bye to her. So me, Kim and Rachel were left.Then me and Rachel went to the haunted house. Brian(Kim brother) and his friend also went. We went in and I couldn't find Rachel. I was shouting her name and she was shouting my name. Then I suddenly I got slapped O.O WHO SLAP ME?!?!?! Then finally I got out of the place and Rachel also and Brian and his friend also.Then Pearly and Joanna were in SKBD. They went to hang out together. Me,Kim and Rachel went to see other stuff. Then blah blah. Kim and Brian had to go back home. We said Bye to them. Me and Rachel went to do other stuff. Then everyone start to go back.

After all that, Rachel's mom arrived and Rachel's mom is gonna send me back home. Then we cam whore in the car for a while x) Then reached my house, I said bye to them. I see Nicky outside and I went inside my house. Then I went to take a nap because I was very tired. Woke up and went to changed because later must go to my Grandma Birthday Dinner. Then went to the dinner. Said Happy Birthday to my Grandma. Ate dinner and then finished. We were all so full. Then we were all finished. We said bye bye and we went back home. Then I went to take a bath and changed into pajamas and I went to sleep Zzzz

30 October, I cannot sell the tickets x(

I cannot sell the tickets ='( My Mom, Dad, Sis and Bro scolded me for buying the tickets from Pearly just to take it out of her hands. I thought I can go with my dad but when Yee Neng told me it was standing up, my dad didn't want to go. I don't know la... I am very depress and I am gonna cry. They said that it all my fault I wasted money. I don't know la. Fuck la... I check on the some website if they say there is seats for AAR concert but it seem that I cannot find :( I feel so guilty la. My bro and sis scolded me the most. They said that I should just bought one ticket and try to sell the that one while Pearly could sell the other one. I am not gonna get any allowance for that already. They said I am a stupid girl that can be boss around by other people. I am gonna give it for free la. I don't want to waste the tickets x(

28 October, I need to sell the tickets of All American Rejects!!!!

Today I went to school like at 11.00 a.m. so I missed PE. Last night I couldn't really sleep because I had a very bad cold. From 12.00 a.m. to 4.00 a.m. I couldn't sleep. So I asked my mom if I can miss PE because I needed time to sleep. My mom gave me some cold syrup and it made me sleepy which is good because I really need to SLEEP!

Then in school everyone asked me why I didn't go to school and told them. School was normal as usual. After school, I went back home. Then I went to do my piano homework last minute because I don't really like piano theory. Then went to piano. Finished piano, my bro and sis fetched me. After that, I went to take a nap Zzzz

Woke up and I went down to eat dinner. Finished dinner, we all went to Tropicana. We went to Carefour. My mom went to buy chicken bones again from there O.O But at least we didn't gon there just to buy that. We also went there to buy mattress. After finish shopping for stuff. We went to pay and then finished paying. Then me, bro and sis went to buy some waffles to eat. After all that, we went back home.

Now online and writing on blog. I am trying to sell AAR tickets. Yee Neng told me in school today that its no seating O.O My dad cannot stand up that long!! He might faint! An old man can faint! I don't know la. Maybe I can go. If its really seating. I gonna sell the tickets very cheap or might give it for free. But then I don't wanna waste my money =O

that's all for today...

26 October, Just a false alarm....

Today woke up and I was eating breakfast with my mom. Then my mom told me a sad news. This is the conversation (Monday 8.25 a.m.) :

Mom: Have you heard the news about Beyonce Knowles?

Me : Huh?? what?? O.O
Mom: Angeline didn't tell you??
Me : Tell me what?? (Thought that Beyonce already made a date for the concert).
Mom: Beyonce cancelled her concert in Malaysia already...
Me : HUH!?!?! HOW COME?!?! IS IT JUST BECAUSE SHE WEAR TO SEXY?? >={
Mom: No... None of those things. She just cancelled the concert because she doesn't care for
Malaysia. She doesn't care for her fan in Malaysia.
Me : Omgosh la! Why did she do that!?! ARGH!! >x(
Mom: Beyonce is not a good person.
Me : Is Cheh Cheh sad? (sis)
Mom: Yeah... She is very sad =(
Me : That because she had done all the steps.
Mom:I know.. Must be very sad for her.
Me : Anyway I need to go to school now. Bye Mummy
Mom:Bye

Then went to school and it was normal. After school, went online on the computer. Then went to take a nap. Woke up and then went to eat dinner. Finished dinner, sis went to teach in her ballet class. Bro send her there. Me, mom and aunt went to walk Nicky. Bro came back and saw us walking Nicky. He quickly went to park his car and went to us and took Nicky away from me >=[ Then finished walking Nicky, I went to take a bath. Then I followed my bro and mom to fetch my sis. Fetched sis and we were all going to Mac Donalds XD. Then I asked my sis about the Beyonce concert. This is the conversation:

Me: Cheh Cheh, Beyonce cancelled her concert ah?

Mom: Ya she did right?

Sis: I don't know

Mom: Yesterday you said that it was cancelled

Sis: I didn't say it was cancelled. I said it might be cancelled.

Mom:But you said it was cancelled

Sis: No I didn't

On the way we went to Kiara to get something from my sis friend. Then my sis went in to get her things. While we wait in the car for her. Then she took so long but she was actually talking to her friend. Finally she got out. Then we went to Mont Kiara. Then my sis said that Beyonce Concert is cancelled. BEYONCE CONCERT ISN'T CANCELED!!! Her friend that she was talking to said that the Organizer said that the concert isn't canceled. YES!! But I shouldn't get my hopes up because it might just be canceled =.= You will never know......

Went into Mac Donalds. I ordered Mac Flurry Oreo =P Finished ice cream, we went back home. Then I went to changed into my pajamas.Then went online on the computer.

Now online and writing on blog. So my mom conversation with me this morning made upset -.- There wasn't any news that Beyonce canceled her concert. So it was all a false alarm =.= I think I should just stick to the newspaper news. Ya I think that is much better than mouth hearing. I want to make sure to have a correct information. I hope Beyonce don't canceled her concert!! That'a all for today =)

25 October, I have great friends =)

BEST BUDDIES!!

Thank You Florence for understanding me ^^ I will try to talk more with you guys. Maybe I am still shy and I should continue to follow my mom advise. I can still try keep in touch with my friends. They are sometimes busy and I should be patience about it. I know later in the future I can still meet other people and become friends. I still have a long life ahead of me xD I am can still keep touch with all my best friends =D Maybe I am not really lonely because I know I have great friends in this world x)

24 October, Lonely

Today nothing much...... Woke up....Wash up....Dress up....Ate breakfast....Went online on computer.....Ate lunch....Read Archie comic book..... Took a nap.....Woke up..... Went to walk Nicky with bro.....Went back home.....Went online on computer again......Went to watch TV...... Then went out to eat dinner..... Ate Cheese bake rice, yum.... Went back home......Went to take a bath.....Finished all that and went online on the computer again.



Now online and writing on blog. I feel so lonely these days.... It is because I am in a new school??? It is because I am not in my school so the people in my old school couldn't be bothered with me.... I cannot talk to anyone in my new school because they have their own group or their own companion to be with?? My whole life is about loneliness??? I can only still see a few friends from my old school in Sunday School??? While the rest don't even to bother how I am and how am I doing??? In my new school, is it about studying??? I always look at my book and never look at others or talk to them. I always do LIFEPAC(test) like everyday, Monday to Friday.... I don't talk so much in my new school. One girl from my last school is also in the school I am in now. Some people are starting to hate her. I am scared they hate me also. Is my life all about studying now??? In my last school (SMKSH), some teacher will not attend class and the students will be like walking around in class, talking to friends and making a lot of noise. The teachers also don't give homework sometimes.... In the school I am in now.... I give myself own homework. Its self study!!! If I don't do any work in my the school I am in now, I can ruin my future!! I AM LONELY!!! I AM FUCKING LONELY!!! None of my friends in my last school don't even bother to talk to me because I am not in the school anymore so I don't know any news to talk about. Maybe I should just stay at home and self study at home. My mum always tell me '' You have to take time to make new friends...''. I AM TAKING TIME!!! The school I am in, is hard!! I already know some people who hate one person from my last school. What will they think about me?!?!?! They might think I am annoying because sometimes I tried to talk to them to get to know them better. I don't know.... I am really lonely these days. I sometimes cry because I don't know who are friends now.... Some are not really talking to me because I am not in that school anymore. I change school because I don't like to do BM and I cannot do BM. I change school just for my future. I thought I could still keep in touch with some of my friends but I COULDN'T!!!! I don't even feel like going to school now. I just go to school and do work like a nerd. I don't know la... I am just gonna go become lonely for the rest of my school year....

That's all for today...