30 January 2010, a depressing week -.- I miss you Chuckle ='(

Where we buried him ='(

It have been so long since I touch my blog. The reason why I never blog for this whole week is because I having a hard time and stressing week =.= First I finally know what my tap results is which is a B!!!! B-merit!! I wanted a distinction so much. I wanted an A! I am like the only person who actually got a B I think =.= I prayed to God like almost everyday and I did a lot of good stuff to make sure I deserve that A. I always give ask him forgiveness and I always put others before me >=( Why GOD!!! WHY!?!?!?!. And my principle said if everyone get an A in this class, we can get one whole year of free classes! I let everyone down!! I am still carrying that burden =.= I gonna get the results later and I am the first person to know it. I just found out while I was in my Jazz class. Results finally came and my jazz teacher wanted to know her students results for the Jazz class. I didn't take Jazz exam. I took tap exam. Then she saw mine and she was so busybody that she took out and showed it to me. Then my heart sank and wanted to cried but I didn't want to let everyone know about it. So in school I was super emo because I couldn't smile -.- I was heart broken, I was hurt, I was disappointed, I was frustrated!!! And then last night, CHUCKLES DIED!!! I FREAKING CUTE GUINEA PIG DIED!! X'( I was damn shock and sad. I cried the whole night ='( Today we buried him =( I hope he will be in heaven. I LOVE <3>!!! I am so happy to have you as a pet... I miss Chuckles x( This week have been the worse week in my life!! IN MY WHOLE FREAKING LIFE!! FUCK MY LIFE!!! WHY DO I HAVE TO CARRY THIS FUCKING PAIN AND DEPRESSION!! I just hope next week will be a better week =.= P.S. There is hardly a smile in this post >=(

23 January 2010, NEW PHONE =DDDD

Today I got a new phone!!! My dad came back home with two phones and the small one suppose to be mine but then I saw my dad one and it look so much better than the phone I am gonna have O.O Then my dad saw the way I looked at his phone and he knows that I wanted it so he gave me a choice of which one I will take. And it was hard because that phone was suppose to be his and he needed it for Internet and stuff D=. Then Rachel gave me a great idea =D It was hug my dad and then take the phone. So I did that and I took the phone and I didn't feel guilty xD Okay a bit la but then the phone that I suppose to take also had Internet but the the one had like many best features! Anyway my dad told me he don't really need this phone so he took the phone which was suppose to be mine. It find this phone to complicated xD (he so cute la =P). So this is my new phone now x)

I am super happy now =D Thank you Daddy x) I love <3 you!!! Oh ya my dad bought the two phone for like RM248. FOR TWO!! That because this shop in Courts was gonna renovate. So they are giving a big sale now. This phone I have actually cost RM500++!! I am so happy ^^ It was a good price to buy this phone =P That's all for today x)

22 January 2010, I just love Friday xD

The last few days I seriously couldn't blog because I was busy and tired =\ This week have been a disaster to me!! But today was fine =D Okay except this person is now bugging me but I am not gonna say the name. Today in school is normal la but after school, Hazel came =D It been so long since I met her x) Hazel is a best friend to me =D She was the one who advised me how to go through my new school x) And she helped me overcome my shyness =S Haha xD Thank You Hazel for being a great friend to me =] Thanks for the cute little shark clip I got from you xD So we all hang out with Hazel but some had to go back home early D= Then I had to go back home too =\ Anyway I had a fun time being with Hazel and everyone else xD So after that, I went back home and then I went bowling with my brother, sister and their friends xD I was losing all the way =.= I used to be good in it D= I lost the magic touch! Then we went back home and then I went take my dinner and then went to take a bath =P Tomorrow gonna be a Saturday!!! Yay!! I am happy because Saturday I don't have anything at all!! But I am gonna exercise tomorrow which mean I am gonna skip rope and do a lot of dancing to get rid of these fats!! That's all for today =D P.S. Have a safe trip Hazel =] <3

18 January 2010, Bad day x(

Yesterday - I went to Sungei Wang =D I bought a really nice hat from that xD I really like it so much ^^ Thank you mummy for buying me a nice hat =P Got freak out when I saw a weird LALA in Sungei Wang O.O

Today school was okay and fine. I stayed back for disciple ship class again because I feel so bad not being interested in the class =\ After school, I went back home and changed into my house clothes and stuff. Then I went to make a cup of latte. After that, I went to on the DVD player to watch a movie. The twilight, new moon, eclipse and breaking dawn books was blocking the TV so I move the books to some where else. Then I accidentally knock on my latte and it spilled behind the TV with all the plugs and all the wires DX. It was making a very electric type of sound like its gonna blow D=. I was super scared and I panic >.<. I called my maid to quickly bring the clothes but she was bloody deaf =.= Finally she heard me and I quickly told her to get a cloth for me. She got me a cloth then I quickly wipe it but then I was too scared to wipe it because I might get electric shock D=. Then all the power in the house power went off. Then everyone went to check what happened and they saw me and I was like crying because I thought I destroyed the TV, DVD player and the PS2. Then my mum and my maid helped to wipe and then I quickly test the TV, DVD player and PS2 to see if can work. Thanks Goodness it could work! But I was still upset because I was so clumsy and I dropped my drink and almost could destroy the whole house power ='( Then I went to sleep to get the stress out x'(. I woke up and it was gonna be time for dinner, I went to take a bath first. Then me and my sis had a fight which made my mom go crazy and stress >.<. Ya.... I really had a bad day =( That's why I wasn't online almost for the whole day. I did my school work to get it out of my mind. I just hope tomorrow will be a better day. That's all for today.

15 January 2010, Busy or Lazy?

Today was Sha Mayne and Resha's Birthday =D Haha xD I hope you two have an awesome birthday =] Today in school wasn't that bad ;D We had cake today because of Resha's Birthday =P Cheese cake yum =D I didn't do any skipping today =\ I was very tired =.= This week I been busy with Lifepac test = I didn't have anytime blogging. Okay I was kinda lazy to blog but I was still busy xD I realise that when you do your own studies in school, you get a feelings like you want to accomplish it or its just me =\ I think its me because I want to do O-Levels next year and I want to catch up. So in school I use my break time to study. Okay I beginning to sound like a real nerd >.< Thank Goodness its Friday today xD Today I can sleep late =P Anyway that's all for today =P and I going to make latte now ^^

13 January 2010, Sweats O.O''

These few days I didn't blog anything because I am like busy with work and exercising =P Okay maybe I am free sometimes but I am tired and I will fall asleep. I am like skipping rope like 400-800 of skip. I am really determine to lose weight =] While skip roping, I been sweating like mad as in like I am bathing in my sweat O.o Today I had my signus =.= My nose was like leaking and I was like so tired because I didn't sleep well last night AT ALL!! Well nothing is new today =\ I went to my Jazz class today and we did painful stretching again = I am like so tired now =.='' But I want to watch The Time Traveler's Wife =D Its a book and a movie. Well of course the book came first =P Anyway that's all for today =]

11 January 2010, Skipping rope =P

Yesterday I started the skip roping =] I did like 400 something yesterday of skip roping =D It was tiring O.O Today I did like 515 xD I was super tired but I couldn't sit down yet. Only after 30 minute of exercising, can sit down because I don't want my butt to grow bigger =.= My sis told me that. Today in school was okay and normal. We have some new students in the school =] Today I stayed for disciple ship class. It was kinda boring but they all say '' But God in your life first''. Yes yes I will do that =] (see smiley face). I think life is alright so far for me =) I gonna continue to lose the fats and try to grow taller >=] That's all for today =D

8 January 2010, Its FRIDAY!!

Today was normal and nothing really happened x) Its already FRIDAY!!! YES =D Oh I am like listening to Crawl by Chris Brown (THANKS FLORENCE FOR TELLING ME ABOUT XD!). So I am like trying to grow taller now =\ I feel so short la and at 16 years old, girls stop growing D= NOOO!! SO I gonna try growing tall, losing fats and losing eye bags. Oh ya! By the way my eye bags are like disappearing slowly! YESSS =D Now I gonna still continuing doing the cucumber and all the other stuff. Tomorrow its Saturday x) So I will be: Stretching, Jogging, Walking Nicky(actually its same as jogging because I jog with Nicky all the time), Cucumbering =P and eat at the right amount =D That's all for today ;D

P.S. Something majorly happened today and its very bad but I don't want to talk about it on my blog =

6 January 2010, I PASS =D

Today PE was okay =\ After PE, went back to school. Then class starts and it science was first O.O I was damn scared to get my results but then I couldn't wait any longer. Went to Ms. Joyce and all of the sudden Ms. Joyce was laughing O.O I was like is she laughing because nobody can actually pass this stupid Lifepac or You have pass!! I didn't get any idea but then she took out the paper and I saw 79/100 and I was like NOO!!!! But then there was an arrow and it pointing to 80/100 and I was kinda confused =\ She said I survived=D YES!! She said she give me 1 more mark because it was very close to 80 and its a very hard paper x) So I didn't need to do Alternate test=P I was so Happy I passed ^^ I didn't want to do the whole book again. So then went back to study. Now I am hoping that I can pass my LA and Math test O.O After school, I went back home. I went to take a nap. Woke up and I gonna be late for my Jazz Class. Quickly changed and go. Jazz Class was very painful today >.< After Jazz Class, went back home. Went to take a bath and then have dinner.

Now online and blogging xD Now I gonna hope for a lot of result like: Tap exam result, LA result, Math result and H&G result =\ Oh well I just need a lot of Hope x) Tomorrow piano and I didn't finish my theory xP I gonna bring it to school to do it tomorrow. Anyway that's all for today =D

5 January 2010, Damn Tired >.<

Today in School I finally did my Science (502) Lifepac O.O I was scared of doing it because Ms Joyce was like '' You must take your time to study this because not many people pass this Lifepac'' and I was like ''Oh...Okay O.o??'' (This was last year 2009 in November). Today I finally did the Lifepac and I don't find it that hard =\ Okay I shouldn't have said that because later I go get result tomorrow and FAIL!! So I better just keep my freaking mouth shut x) I just gonna hope for it =\ After school, I was damn tired but I had to go to tap. So I went to tap but when your doing something, your not really tired but more energetic xD So after tap, I went to take a nap. Woke up and then went to have dinner. After dinner, I went to take a bath.

Now online and blogging =P I am trying to get rid of my eye bags >=] By using cucumber!!! lol xD It really will work but I also need to have enough sleep. I gonna use it later when I am gonna sleep.I love <3 cucumber but I hate eating it =P lol. I also gonna wanna lose my fats >=D Okay here is my New Year Solution:

1. Finish 3 or 2 Grades this year
2.Lose fats
3.Getting rid of eye bags

Okay those 3 are my main one. Starting from now! I gonna do all those 3. That's all for today x) P.S Tomorrow PE, can exercise my fat off xD

4 January 2010, Back in School!

Today in School was not that bad =\ Got new students coming in. Well we are all back in school xD Now I have to like get up early again O.O Shoot xD Today we didn't do any work. We just did orientation. Today lunch was horrible =.= Blegh!!! So first day of school wasn't that bad =] I am still in Agape but Miss Yen Li is my class teacher now O.O .......... (I got no comment). I wanna TRY finishing 3 Grades this year =\ Right now I have the spirit to do it. Yup.... That is gonna be my aim this year xD Anyway that's all for today =] This is short ;D

3rd January 2010, Not really prepared for school =\

Omgosh!! Tomorrow we all have to go back to school D= I really had a lot of fun during the holidays =] But it all gonna end by tomorrow ='( Gonna go back to studying and using our brains x) Gonna have to wake up early for school too O.O Waking up is the horrible thing. I need will power to really get up from the bed. At least I don't have to wake up at like 6.30 a.m. like I use to or 6.00 a.m. xP I already packed my bag ;) Not because I am excited but to not forget what I am missing. I using my school bag like last year. I am not gonna buy a new school bag every year because my this school bag can actually can still be use and not worn. I am gonna sleep at 11.00 p.m. so that I can be able to wake up at 8.00 a.m. =\ I cannot stay up at 2.00 a.m. or 3.00 a.m. anymore =( Oh well..... I can't wait for Chinese New Year xD That's all for today =] Now I feel like I am prepared for school xD

1 January 2010, HAPPY NEW YEAR!

31 December 2009 - Didn't go to SMKSH because Rachel's mum left so Rachel couldn't go. Thank goodness I didn't leave the house that time. At night went to eat at the party. I wore my best that night =P The food was delicious!! Thank goodness I went ^^ After the party, we went to Mont Kiara, Solaris. My dad didn't come with us. My me, mum and aunt went to Mont Kiara, Solaris. It was fun and I was like dancing (not with my mum and aunt). I didn't want them to see xD I met a few friends there =D I had a great time. Then I bought Ice Blended Mocha from Coffee Bean =P Then countdown was coming!!! 10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1...

1 January 2010- Fireworks was blasting and it was so fun! I had best New Years Countdown celebration =D I had so much fun and met a few friends to be with x) I get to take some picture with my camera. Then went it was all over, we went back. Got back home and I wished everyone on FB and on SMS xD Then I went to sleep Zzzz

Woke up and wash up/change clothes. Then I went to Mac Donald's with my bro and dad to have lunch. After that, I went back home. Now I am blogging and online on the computer xD Tonight going to a big dinner =P ''Imperial Banquet''. Its some kind of fancy restaurant and its very expensive. I gonna look my best on New year day xD I can't believe its already 2010!!! I had fun in 2009 and now we must make 2010 better than 2009!! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE AND HAVE A GREAT YEAR THIS YEAR =D